Friday, December 26, 2008

I am SO in love...

...with these beautiful children. Aren't they cute? I think so...

This year, my girls woke up at their father's house, and I brought them home at 11:30, just in time to open one gift from Santa, and then go to lunch with my Dad's side of the family. They were *mostly* well behaved, other than one incident of a tounge sticking out of a little 4 year old's mouth. Hmmmmm.....Anyway... the picture above is my favorite picture from Christmas. Molly's face is priceless. She squealed and gave Santa QUITE a wonderful compliment, which I will keep to myslf, but still beam with pride when I replay it in my head. My prayer for next year is that she still believes in Santa like this, so I can have yet another magical year of excitement and wonder with her.

As expected, both girls received several dress up costumes - all Disney princess, of course - AND some rockin' art supplies! ( Remeber, I said I *thought that might happen??? I am Soooooo Good!)

This is Molly opening her favorite gift. It was a message in a bottle from Santa (you can see the bottle to the left, beside the sofa.) The message was VERY flattering to Molly, explaining how good a child she has been. Then Santa went on to explain that Molly, Kate and I will be "special guests" at Castaway Bay at a date Mommy chooses. Santa even told Molly that he LOVES visiting her home, in spite of the fact he has to "step over Darwin" when he comes in! Molly thought that was great. She is our resident "Darwin watcher" making sure he isn't stepped on by anyone as they enter the home, since he loves to hang out by the front door.


Kate had a little bit of trouble with her snow white shoes, and that was really our only stressful moment of the day. Kate's feet have grown significantly since Santa's cobblers created these princess shoes for her in their workshop. I guess Santa (in his attempts to do advance planing for my children) didn't really think about that - since Kate's feet have essenitally been the same size for the past year! Anyway, I was awfully tired and a bit short for a few minutes as we were trying to pry the shoes on her feet. I eventually had to make small cuts in them behind the bow, to allow them to go on her feet. Now they fit perfectly. I should explain that is was because of my attempts to really keep the belief in Santa going, that I was SO tired. I always bring home boxes and leave out gift wrap for Santa on Christmas eve. THAT way, no one recognizes the wrapping paper as that which has been in our laundry room for ages. ALSO... there is a notable reason that Kate's present *might be* wrapped in Molly's shoe box on Christmas morning, with a tag from Santa.... it's because WE purposely left that box for him to use. I must thank my Aunt J and cousin L for this wonderful idea, which evolved following one traumatic Christmas morning, involving a shoe box and "Santa" tag. Anyway.... My POINT is I was very, VERY tired on Christmas day a result of my late night gift wrapping adventures. I was up until 4:00am wrapping gifts for the girls in the paper and boxes we left out! Next year, I've GOT to come up with a better plan.....



This is Molly's special dress up gown. It's "Giselle"... the newest Disney princess. She desperately wanted this gown, and so Santa really splurged on it this year. Interestingly, in the movie - Giselle has some silk worms who spin the thread for her, and her forest creatures help her create this beautiful wedding dress. As it turns out, ALL of the silk worms live in Andalasia (where Giselle is from) and so Santa was unable to have them help him with the gown. As a result, Santa had to buy this dress at the Disney store - and he accidentally left the tag on. Oops... silly Santa! I thought for a minute that Mr. Claus *might have been busted* ....but when I gave the whole "silk worm" explanation (off the top of my head, thank you VERY much) Molly just said "Oh, well that makes sense..." and moved on. *** Whew! The words of my mother kept coming back to me ..."Oh what a tangled web we weave, when first we practice to deceive..." I don't know how much longer I can keep spinning this web of Santa lies....




Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Merry Christmas!


May Peace, HOPE and Love find its way to you, this holiday season and always....

















Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Christmas planning...

I have to share these adorable pictures of the girls visiting Santa. I LOVE that Molly still has such a strong belief in "The Christmas spirit"...if you KNOW what I mean! (wink, wink)

Kate is SUCH a cutie.... she REALLY wanted Santa to know she is 4 years old this year!


These are MY little elves! Aren't they just adorable? : ) In spite of the economy, my girls are going to have a FABULOUS Christmas! I am SO excited...I made a Coupon book for both girls, with 18 coupons per book (to be used throughout the year) for things like ...A day with just Mom... dinner and a movie at home, their choice!... a picnic day at Mohican....a day at our "home spa" complete with facials, hair do's and manicures... an afternoon at Kingwood Center..... a day at COSI (our local science museum) with Dippin' Dots icecream!... a day at the Columbus Zoo and also the Newport Aquarium... a day exploring somewhere we've never been before....Art day (we will go to an art museum of their choice, and then come home and work on a special art project like one they have seen.) I also added A day playing in the fountains at Easton Town Center, and lunch out in Columbus.... "Darwin Day", where we will buy "bling" at our local craft store and decorate our tortoises shell with new and excting designs to be posted on the blog....
I'm giving them each their coupon book in a small treasure chest they can paint! I have a VERY strong suspicion Santa will be bring them some rockin' art supplies this year, so it should be pretty neat! They're also each getting a "message in a bottle" from Santa, complete with sand and shells - which entitles us to a family day at Castaway Bay! I'll let you know how this idea goes over.....


Tuesday, December 9, 2008

My wish for you...



"May you allow fear to soften and melt away. May you release all regrets and resentments. May you see the world with wonder, and may you imagine only good things. May HOPE rise within you. May peace wash over you. May you hear the voice of wisdom, and listening, may you act with trust. May your heart soften. May joy emerge. May love flow through you, and may you heal, and help others."

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Misty and Persephone


These are the newest members of our family. Both arrived last week, just before Thanksgiving. "Misty" whose proper name is "mist walker dreamer" is a leopard gecko, who is native to Afghanistan. She is sweet and wonderful, and a beautiful shade of yellow, blue, purple and brown and black stripes. She is striped as a juvenile, and as she grows, she will become spotted. She should not exceed 10 inches in length, and will live in captivity for approximately 20 years. The girls are VERY much looking forward to growing up with her. Especially Molly, who has really taken Misty under her wing. Molly came up with the name "mist walker" after a book she is reading about wild horses in Hawaii. I thought it fitting. Kate immediately advised she wanted to name her "dreamer" and I also thought that was fitting. He has decided now, we need to change her name to "pinkish" which makes no sense to me, since she is in no way "pinkish" - so we are not doing it. Sorry Kate. The world is tough.... best to learn that now.

This is "Persephone"... otherwise known to us as "Percy". Percy has a sweet and wonderful story. She was given to me by one of my hospice patients, who has had her for 14 years! She is an African clawed frog, whose life expectancy should be only 4 years! She has more than tripled that. My patient was VERY concerned that Percy would end up in a pond somewhere when she passes on, and so is was bringing her a great deal of stress. After much debate and discussion, I advised I am VERY familiar with exotic pets (interject conversation about Darwin here) and I would be VERY glad to make sure Percy lives out the rest of her days as "the queen" of the 10 gallon hexagon aquarium in my girls room. Percy, like Misty, is sweet and wonderful - and croaks all evening long. My patient advised that means she is content. I certainly hope so.




* On a side note, the police investigation is well underway with my stalker situation, and the girls and I remain safe at this time. We appreciate all the prayers and good thoughts that have been coming our way.

Friday, November 28, 2008

Wish me luck.....

Well friends... today is an exciting day. I am nervous but looking forward to the experience I will have this evening. I am giving a VERY long (45 minute) presentation about grief and surviving the holidays. I have quite a bit of my presentation prepared, and the rest of the time will be spent as a question and answer period, where I will be forced to "fly by the seat of my pants"... so to speak. I can't believe people are actually coming out to listen to ME talk about grief! Who would have thought. I look forward to educating the community, and hopefully helping others get through this difficult holiday season. I pray my words are helpful to someone; and I pray my experience with grief benefits others in some fashion.


On a completely unrelated but equally important subject..... if you're the praying type, I would appreciate a few. True to form, my stalker has started his pattern again. A Friend of mine received a very threatening note left on the door this week, advising that my stalker "will bury" me. Needless to say - tensions are high for me and for my friend, who is an innocent victim of this sordid past I have with this psychotic man. I am angry - not for me, but instead- because my stalker has consistently victimized those I care about in my life - including the vandalism of my daughters grave in July and August this year. Additionally, when I returned home from our family Thanksgiving dinner last evening, I also found a threatening note at my front door, with the same message. I have contacted the police and have taken further preventative measures. So much for restraining orders.....

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

From our family to yours.....


Happy Thanksgiving! I know we all have things to be thankful for..... If you're reading this - you're special in my life, no matter if we see each other, talk on the phone, or just check up on each other through our family blogs.
Sending everyone much love, this Thanksgiving and every day...